the end is approaching.

we have been living in riddles forever. our lives are in shambles and yet we find comfort in (not humanity! but) inanimatecy. thats not a word but you get it. our minds are the greatest entertainment we have and we abuse it by not using it. two thousand eleven is approaching and all you want to change is your looks? so shallow we've become. when we are born we are first aware of, not ourselves, but others. we are aware of our mother and her love for us, due to the fact that we have no consciousness of our own selves. we learn to master our mothers love, and through appreciation/care/love she has for us we feel valuable, we feel significant. as time progresses an ego builds and being apprehensive appears normal. once the significance has been built, your ego grows and you don't want it shattered. shallow shallow shallow. thats all i'm seeing for the new year.