interracial dating, and such

you are my man. the one i am to confide in, you are my rock, and my strength. you are here to take the pain away, you're here to make shit better. yet, you constantly do things, that only you know how to do, to hurt me. mentally. but i allow it.

throughout life we constantly say "what doesnt kill me only makes me stronger" , but were they talking physically or mentally?

yall say you DONT want your woman to walk around in the skimpy shorts, and shirts that expose much of our stomach/boobs. but YET thats what you look at... thats what you YERN for. you guys gawk at those women while you're with your boys. but when YOUR woman does it its "GET BACK IN THE HOUSE" or what have you...

at any rate.
i'm walking with a friend and we were having a conversation about hair extentions, false nails, faux eyelashes and things of that. now he says "i dont get why 'my sistas' feel the need to resort to the european way of life." i punch him because i have on false nails. i spoke to him about how "my black men" chase these european women, and how we fell the need to save you all that trouble and just imitate them. we switch from european to white skinned women often. when i mention white skin i mean, you dont even fit in the yellow catergory. but, he gives me some shit about how the white colored women are natural--i correct him and tell him their hair isnt as thick as ours and that they get tracks [extensions] to make it full. i tell him how their eyelashes are full because their hair isnt. he tells me how turned off he is by their complextion, then says how in power he felt when he conquered yet another woman ligher than me. he talks about how it feels as if hes going aganist his parents, and i told him he is, if his parents knew what he was doing. He told me their bodies dont even turn them on completely, shapeless and pale. their attitude is "sweet and sincere. they throw themselves at me and i please". outraged.

i said, "black men dont want us to imitate them but yall constantly chase after them. why not look like something our men yern for? we want to be what you need." he says "we know where home is, but we need to venture off and 'test' our waters."

LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! let a affair like that occur in the 70s in one of the fuckin carolinas you'd be lynched. YESS THINGS LIKE THAT WENT ON THAT EARLY IN TIME. and they still occur now, people choose to mention what LARGE news is, and lynching in 2008 isnt large.
welll i guess he hates me, because he relizes how wrong his argument was. he calls me racist, i have a vaiety of races in my family. but i told him how confused i was when he he said they were "sweet and sincere" -- hell im sweet! i just dont get how interracial couples can take the hate filled stares that are shot their way. i still want him to tell me why he'd prefer something less than a queen, and why when we choose to assimilate yall STILL dont want us.