makes me sing

be young and stand out, she's usually last with her ass out. are you ready to blast? just caste me out. too happy, and waaaayyyy to healthy to be anywhere around here. especially around here. i'm leaving soon, bet that makes you scared. constantly reminded of fear, she pulls out a suit case then doesn't put any gear won't need it where i'm going, she's confident...she's dumb, damn i wish i can come. short, dumb, kinda sweet kinda bitter zero temper. but don't tempt her! Go with him if that's what you want. But remember he will flaunt...the assets you access only because it's nature.

i'm his favorite colour. sometimes i bruise easily, with a hit of basil i become his lover. in disguise i meet him, then take off the covers. otherwise it hurts. you know... the usual dinners and bottles of wine and then we head to bars while he opens tabs he can barely find... or afford. buys out the bar then says he's bored. these drinks weren't only for me you know.... I don't. still searching for some where to cope. no more bars, sit and let your memories soak. our brains emulate sponges, without the soap. we yearn to escape, as i sip my peppermint tea. yearning to reach the absolutely... but remember there is only one you and one me. it's not as hard as you thought, to reach the beauty but as i read and read i begin to see..